Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

对不起哦

可能你不知道。。我很少去看你的部落格因为时常忘记你的部落格咯。。。。对不起。。今天去看了。。发现你很不开心叻。。。怎么啦？又说答应我忘记他？怎么没做到？

另外就是，你写给我的那个post..我读了。。。我很感动叻。。。眼泪很不听话的流了下来。。。记得哦。。我们现在还小。。不适合谈恋爱。。读好书来。。别再为了一些不懂得珍惜你的男上而荒废学业。。一天到晚哭。。。不美了咯。。。我们来个约定，好吗？我们读到大学后。。或读完大学。。我们才一起kao zai..呵呵。。。ok?那。。这是我们的约定咯。。。别忘记哦。。。加油哦。。。有什么烦恼，随时欢迎你来找我。。我愿意把时间让出来给你诉苦。。只要可以让你开心，让你笑，让你觉得舒服的。。我都会尽量帮你帮到底。。。。。^^....

For all my B'day frenz.....
Sick lo~
mandy Yap B'day...
Lenglui Bao mu B'day~


today in skul saw JIa Yin leh...her hair like gone for a war like tat.....BOOM!!!!!!!like tat...scared me...haha...no la.....joke joke~ dun angry ya...^^en..today sick day lo......went bac early...slept for 4 hours...tomoro still nid to go bac skul help....den got tuition......den,tis sunday is dear jia xuan b'day..jaclyn n yi chuan...tis cuming saturday is yew wei hao b'day lo...den next friday 5/2 is lenglui bao mu 19th b'day.......^^

oh..geez..thanks emily !!!!!!! Emily Chen !!!!!! Thanks a lot..u save my blog..i can post pics again....haha~i know im very stupid,k?dun laugh....doesn't all pirates act stupid ?yes ma...so...later only post pics la...hehe...^^

哎。。今天我们给“大佬”训了一顿。。但。。也是啦。。我们真的要反省一下。。。我一直提醒自己要珍惜给坤成人骂的日子。。因为。。我现在很想念州立老师骂我的日子。。很想念他们的声音叻。。。但，当然我不是在鼓励自己做错更多的事情来给坤成人骂啦。。傻的吗？谁喜欢给骂哦。。。哈哈。。。加油啦所有的实习学长.。。立瑜，加油！别这样容易放弃！记得你旁边有很多人支持着你的！加油！！！！！

监狱

气死我了。。我先在英语很差吗？又不是没有补习。。。英文不会讲差到哪里去。。你竟敢说要打算给我转校到一个跟监狱根本都没有分别的学校？！？！监狱里没有华人。。我去之后，我会是唯一一个华人。。去那边的人是因为开始一直fail,gred c,gred d和平行很差的学生的人，他们的父母才送他们去。。我去到那边，我的品行会被影响到的！！我现在在坤成又不是度最后一班。。。你做人做到。。。你不可以要求我做到一个十全十美的人因为世界上根本没有这种的人类！！
那个监狱8～5pm上课...过后就回家吃晚餐，冲凉。。然后又回去。。。。这不是监狱是什么？？？你给我的压力令我透不过气来了！！！你的要求已经把我挂到天哪里了！！！你还要怎样？要我读书读到死吗？还是要我给你的压力压死？？？？我又不是平行差，又不是成绩差。。。每次都是：“为你好，为你好，帮你铺好未来的路，让你没有这样辛苦。”
但，每个人都懂得书识读不完。。只是是学不完的！难道这简单的道理你都不懂吗？独中已经够辛苦了。。。因为你没有读独中才不知道我得辛苦！你不可以要求我做一个人人都只会称赞我的女孩。。我不是天才！更不是蠢材！我不要转去那个监狱。。你想都不要想。。我现在已经适应了坤成的生后。。有一大堆好朋友了。。。我死都不会转。。你就是喜欢看到我辛苦的样子。。。看到我读书读到哭的样子，是不是？！？！？！？

“团结是力量” 是老师们，父母经常挂在嘴边的一句话。。。如果做到团结是力量，就没有人可以欺负到你。。但。。如果你不是“团结是力量'的一分子而是被欺负的那个。。一点都不好受！！！我有一次管班就是感受过。。。我当时很想哭。。又没有正实在旁边。。。我有一种怕的感觉。。一种根本一点都不好受的感觉。。。真的很想哭。。可能这就是做学长必须受到的苦。。。
每当我想起那时的情景。。人物。。感受。。我都会默默地流泪。。。同时不断问自己是否还有那个勇气继续做下去。。继续做正实。。。

ppl gets on my nerves very easily these few days...wats happening to me?is tis a sickness???
if i dun laugh today..im gonna break my own guiness record for not laughing the whole day...somebody..plz make me laugh...:((((((((((((((((((((((((((
im gonna cry ady......hais...stupid idiot chilli( saya )...plz laugh la...dun make urself cry...u promised ur frenz to laugh like idiot wan...now u look like a crying idiot more den a laughing idiot !Q!!!!!!! help.......

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Knife

You touched my life
With your softness in the night
My wish was your command
Until you ran out of love

I tell myself I’m free
Got the chance of livin’ just for me
No need to hurry home
Now that you’re gone

CHORUS:
Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
I’m so deeply wounded
Knife
Cuts like a knife
You cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend
Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
It’s just a show

I’m on a stage
Day and night I go through my charades
But how can I disguise
What’s in my eyes

CHORUS

Oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh…

I’ve tried and tried
Blocking out the pain I feel inside
The pain of wanting you
Wanting you

Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
I’m so deeply wounded
[2X]

You cut away the heart
Of my life

至少还有你

我怕來不及 我要抱著你
直到感覺你的皺紋 有了歲月的痕跡
直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力氣
為了你 我願意

動也不能動 也要看著你
直到感覺你的髮線 有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊 直到不能呼吸
讓我們 形影不離

如果 全世界我也可以放棄
至少還有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在這裡 就是生命的奇蹟
也許 全世界我也可以忘記
就是不願意 失去你的消息
你掌心的痣 我總記得在那裡

我怕來不及 我要抱著你
直到感覺你的髮線 有了白雪的痕跡
直到視線變得模糊 直到不能呼吸
讓我們 形影不離

我們好不容易 我們身不由己
我怕時間太快 不夠將你看仔細
我怕時間太慢 日夜擔心失去你
恨不得一夜之間白頭 永不分離
在那裡

hais...........duno why leh....not happy today neh....mayb becz tomoro nid to wake up early n go skul?haha....hmm...findding information for geografi....chatting vif jia yin...quite bored today...next tuesday nid to start practising badminton jor...nit to stay until 5pm jor..hais...the 1st week is so bz ady..duno wat's gonna happened next...

try to think bac...my happy times...but i all forget jor...hais...lost contact vif primary frenz jor..."sry la guys..bz ma..." its always wat we said to each othert...even our primary blog aso die ady....mayb..we really muz go forward n dont look bac...even if we wan to look bac...we wont hv the time..secondary is so bz...i wan to change wats happening to me n my frenz..i wan everything to change..i wan my primary frenz bac...i wan 2009 bac...2009 is a more happier year den 2010...but..its all my dream..i only can get it when im sleeping...

“咯曼提卡”公主故事

事情发生在坤成中学里。。有一对好朋友。。好到变成了姐妹。。。接着就是成了王宫里的公主和王子。。。他们在一起好开心。。。一起笑。。一起哭。。终之什么都一起。。。真令人羡慕。。。接着他们转校。。转去不同的学校。。但。。更更令人羡慕的是。。最然他们不同学校了。。但还可以一起欺负我。。接着就..they live happily ever after...romantic annot?



keikei n her suipo..yap hui sze...

hmm...keikei alredy gek sei me jor...i wan take revenge.....revenge...revenge ...hahaha.....but...she gt her prince beside her all the time...no chance to kill her neh.......hais.....sumbody plz help me take keikei prince away first...den...i can ...em...kill kei?i duno wn kill her annot wor...she not in kc now...no chance aso...got to go to her hse dorr ask her cum down only can kill her wor.......how a?

开学了。。。。。。。现在在初二A。。。多了很多陌生的脸孔。。同时少了很多好朋友。。。一开学就很忙了因为学长团。。。

不爽啊。。。哪里有老师可以这样的？
Kes macam ini..dengar dengan teliti ya...^^


我的朋友掉到B班嘛。。就不懂那一科目的老师跟初二B全班说。。。你们不要跟2009年初一A 掉班的同学好。。。他们自所谓会掉班因为他们懒惰。。。一大堆废话又出来了。。我们自所谓会进初一A是因为小学的成绩嘛。。中学的科目有多。。有难。。我们第一年读。。。一些人当然不能习惯到啦。。。我相信2011年的初三A一定跟1009年的初一A一样。。一个都不会少。。朋友们。。别放弃。。加油！！

哇。。发泄完毕。。开心。。哈哈。。。。XDXD.......

XDXD

teik yi said my blog gonna be unhappy if i dun post sumthing happy..so here i am...


Happe new year !!!hmm...yestd had a oldies but goodies party in my cousin house...i thought yestd was gonna ruin my last day of 2009 but in came out wuite fun n happy...
10.00pm reach my cousin house...my famuly was welcum with warm open hands n cheers..haha
den we makan lo...when we teenagers finish our dinner...den we started to play games...den..suddnely the whole house wad black (11.30pm)..firstly i thought is was one of my cousin's plan to scared me to death again..buyt..luckily is not...haha....
the lights came bac a few minutes later den we coutinued out game(musical chair..)
well...i lost in musical chair....so sad...haha...no la...at least i hv FUN !!!!!!!
after tat...we started dancing vif a music or karaoke ball...really hv FUN....i was like in a club dancing..but af course it was more fun dancing vif family members....
den,its time to countdown !!!!! so we climb up to my cousin bro's house roof top..buyt..by the time we climb up there...it started to release fire crackers...NO countdown...haha...nvm la ....den after tat we continued dancing n when we were tired again...we hv a treasure hunt...but a SPECIAL wan...
my cousin sis hide sum manoy in either one of the balloon...one of the balloon has RM50 in it !!!! we used toothpicks to burst the balloons..but mayb im not lucky enough...i did get anything lo....

Conclusion:i really had fun yestd...yestd is the best new year party ever !@!!!!!!!


LASTLY...TAN SZE TENG...HAPIE BE;ATED B'DAY !!!!...